High Testosterone or Low Testosterone? Im so confused

Can anyone help me understand these test results? I had a blood test that read my testosterone was 35 NG/ML (17-76 ref range) free testosterone is 0.2 NG/DL (0.3-1.5 ref range). I then had a saliva test done and my results were Testosterone 1,852 pmol/L (34-148 ref range). I am so confused. Any help would be great!

Total numbers are relatively meaningless. They're nice to know but the free number is all that matters in terms of how you feel and how your body is utilizing its testosterone. With that in mind, it sounds/looks like your free levels are low. How do you feel?