Thanks Austinite.

No steroids, antidepressants, or other Meds to blame. Just the rare antibiotics for pretty standard stuff and OTC Meds for headaches, flu, etc. I wish I had something to point to but I really don't have a significant medical history. This is especially concerning for me since I know my numbers are so very low. I see guys on here 20 years older than I am with twice my T and they are significantly symptomatic. Really makes me wonder.

I worry that, given the above, my process will be challenging and that I will be more likely to have negative side effects from the TRT. I don't know what exactly to expect. Almost feel like warning my coworkers that my roid rage and acne are coming soon, so they should just be prepared.

The other thing is, as ironic as it is to close with this in this post, I feel a significant amount of self absorption and associated guilt since learning about this. I suppose that may be a symptom itself.